Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Ytd was such a tremendous and nice cell group meeting that i eva had.
Though the preaching was not veri long but i learnt a lot of things.
Our purpose in life was not to go after the wordly things but the holy spirit.
While almost coming to the end of the worship,while my cgm was going around laying hand it was ok in the beginning until sumthing happened.
While my cgm was laying hand on me i suddenly manifested and i was crying and crying then suddenly i was in semi consicious and kept shouting and shouting. My cgm sis amber was praying for me,cg helpers-shing and belinda was also praying 4 me.god told me that though i was imperfect but he stil loves me.At that time i might be stil screaming and vibrating they helped me also by stopping me frm further manifestation.It was the devil of failure which had caused the manifestation.
Though i was in semi conscious but i do roughly know that i was screamin and vibratin.
I also know that god truly love me and i shuld not abuse his grace.
Some of the cgm had been frightened by me not bcos i was scary but rather the manifestin part.In the end the devil was cast out in the name of jesus christ.
I felt pain,tired but it was worthy cos jesus love me and he took away my pain nad hurt.I lost my voice due to the shouting :P
Legs felt pain maybe bcos i vibrated too much or they press me down too much
Guys always ASK(ask god for his presence,Seek god for his righteousness,know god for he's our living god not bcos he can gif us the things we wan.
It was truly a dae that i will rmb for the rest of my life

the beauty exposed ;